No matter how powerful negativity from inside of you would be ... remember to always be a good human on the stage of life … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
I try to understand life.
And the humans.
I do that … trying in fact to understand myself.
I do that by a long, long time.
Unfortunately … my biggest problem are the frustrations from inside of me.
And … the confusions.
Yes….
My mind makes a huge confusion between the people from my past … my relationships with them and present moment.
The ex partners … are still present into my mind as actual partners.
My clients from past … are reflected into the client i am dealing with today.
And actually … for all the people playing a certain role into the now for me …. my mind creates an anchor into the past.
With people playing similar roles.
Unfortunately … the past was not a fairy tale.
Created me lots of frustrations.
Planted inside of me lots of negativity.
And … all is revealed today.
With delay.
I sabotage the actual relationships … as an unconscious reaction related many times with my past.
The partner is just … an X.
The client … an Y.
For me is the client … the partner … but i can’t see beyond that concept.
I can’t see them anymore as souls.
Other souls.
Having … another type of connection.
But … all is still confusing.
Today … i know it … but still … on the stage of the real life … i act weirdly.
Most of the time.
Still being dominated of the negativity planted into my soul by my past.
Fortunately … i try to convince myself be a better person on the stage of life.
Keep that always into my mind.
And … act better.
Be … a good human.
Ignore my frustrations.
My confusions.
Actually … try to be how i want as the persons from the stage of my life to be.
Be an example.
But … guess what?!
All those inner forces are much stronger than my ability to control myself.
I can’t see … beyond those concepts … and keep in mind the mechanisms of my thinking and behaviour.
So … all being a huge confusion … proves to end all the time badly.
All my past relationships … influencing too much the present moment.
My disability of seeing beyond my boundaries … trying to redefine all … would change the dynamic of my life … but most probably … i am not really ready yet.
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